What a day

Well I thought I was going to be late this morning... Lol, woke up half an hour later than usual. Fortunately I get up and hour and a half early for work on a normal day so I barely made it on time :) work kind of sucked so I decided to leave early. I'm such a rebel. Haha. Decided to go see my baby at his other job... It's been fun. After seeing him I plan on going to PINK... They have their mini dogs today. Yay.

Let's get up to speed

Up until now my life has been a little crazy. I'm an only child to an alcoholic mother and an angry father. I started cutting when I was in the sixth grade to cope with being made fun of for being different. For not being pretty. I lost my virginity to a man I would later marry. Currently we are separated. I ended up moving back in with my broken family because I had nowhere to go after I left him. I still cut on occasion. I have a great job, love most of my coworkers and I've sort of been seeing one of them which coincidentally is married. Yes, it bothers the fuck out of me... But I guess not enough for me to say no. I actually am starting to fall for him... Yes, I'm aware I'm only setting myself up to get hurt but right now, life is decent. As jacked up as it is.

And so it begins

For a while now I've been wanting to start an anonymous blog. Super original right? Haha. Just a place to put my thoughts (a diary if you will). A place where I can say how I feel to a computer screen, instead of the people I love. This is me... Just a girl.

This blog will more than likely be pretty explicit and therefore I would deem it "R" or "NC17(if that still exists)" rated for you movie goers or "M" rated for you gamers. I'm just an open book and I don't hide anything. Er, except my blog... I guess. Lol. Anyways... Have a wonderful day!